Novelist as a vocation
That style must have the power to update itself. It should grow with time, never resting in the same place for long, since it expresses an internal and spontaneous process of self-reinvention.
If you want to express yourself as freely as you can, it's probably nest not to start out by asking "what am I seeking?" Rather, it's better to ask "who would I be if I weren't seeking anything?" .. Yet, despite that you want to say something.
The challenge is not to form value judgements but, rather, to stockpile as much material as possible in its original form.
One day is just one day. You can't take care of two or three days' worth all at once.